Story i cant move past my near death experience

[starrvingstar]

i was driving with my friend a few weeks ago and she was passing a bus while it was pulling out of the stop, i almost got crushed on the passenger side and almost hit head on when she tried to swerve into the other lane. luckily for her we both made it out without a scratch, but i cant move past the feeling in that moment that i was so ready to die and wish i had. every day i relive that moment and wish i had died. it was the perfect set up for an even more perfect accident, it would probably have been traumatic for the person driving the car but otherwise i would not want her to feel bad.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you wish that you died but at least you didn't end up with worse injuries. The thought of being damaged from a car crash and not dying sounds so horrific to me.

 

[voc_89]

i understand. Car accident deaths are probablty easier for loved ones to accept than what we have in mind. But, as FuneralCry said, given it didn't pan out, thankfully u were not harmed. I know of a few people who have long-term injuries post-car accident. Heck, i think I read that 3/4 people had critical injuries after getting into accidents the Sunday when i got into mine (my home is a small island of about 1 million people). Not seeing any news of them passing.... so maybe life long injuries

 

[starrvingstar]

I understand why you wish that you died but at least you didn't end up with worse injuries. The thought of being damaged from a car crash and not dying sounds so horrific to me.

i agree, i would not have enjoyed to survive the crash at all... that scares me worse than death