i can't live

[Darkover]

i can't live enslaved inside this awful shit
i can't live enslaved inside this fragile delicate shit
i can't live with this stupid machine
i can't live while needing others to stop me from being lonely
i can't live without any money or a home
i can't live inside a shithole and hellhole
i can't live with this terrible machine i am
i can't live without her love
just bought alive for no life at all
it's impossible to live here while being enslaved inside this awful shit
i just want to be completely independent without needing anything or anyone to live
you've all been enslaved by the goverment to live out your misery here
life it's meant to be just a ride that you can get off at any time forced lifetime nobody would ever want

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing truly is so dreadful and torturous, to me it's understandable just wishing to be free from all the suffering that existing brings, in my case I've always wished to not exist, there's nothing desirable about having the ability to suffer endlessly.

 

[_Alfarooq_]

Before you go, I'll need you to realize your not alone suffering in this cursed world. I am too.
Just remember this beautiful quote from Monty Python: "Life's a piece of shit, when you look at it, life's a laugh and death's a joke it's true."
Life REALLY IS a piece of shit, and is a joke, he's really right lol. It's really nice when you find a song lyric that exactly describes what your going through.
Here is the song: (go to 1:45)
at 1:45