Venting I can't live with the things that i have done

[gggy]

i hate myself so fucking badly i want to kms but i don't want to be selfish and hurt others, i too scared of what comes after death, i hate myself so bad,i hate the things i have done, i want to kms so fucking badly, this hate of self manifeste on others even tho I'm nice with everyone i hate when i talk with others i hate how a lot of people fake in this world i don't like there judgment on me, so I'm stuck in this world, what do normal people do?

 

[Lovewasneverenuff]

What have you done that makes you hate yourself?

 

[Reflection]

Would you mind sharing what you did that makes you feel this way?