Story I can't live when I always have to hide

[thedeadloved]

I'm trans and in my country I can't transition now . I haven't been to psychologist before and it takes so much time to diagnose gender dysphoria . I tried to die but I somehow survive everything . I don't want to die but I can't live like that . I know that even if I transitioned everything will still be hard . No one respect my pronouns and still call me a woman . I wanted to die since I was a child and I don't think that I will ever turn 20 .

 

[FuneralCry]

This world truly is such a horrible place, it must be so awful being trapped in that situation and going through the failed attempt, that's exactly what I fear. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[Laurena]

I'm trans and in my country I can't transition now . I haven't been to psychologist before and it takes so much time to diagnose gender dysphoria . I tried to die but I somehow survive everything . I don't want to die but I can't live like that . I know that even if I transitioned everything will still be hard . No one respect my pronouns and still call me a woman . I wanted to die since I was a child and I don't think that I will ever

You re too young to commit suicide but not too old to get a hold of your life, get your independence and live the way you always wanted, express your gender as you wish and find communities that will help, support you and respect your gender expression. Trust that right now your life is just beginning, its also never too late to start living the way you want or at the very least work to be able to get there. Be smart about the direction your life is taking, have your focus on being educated and kind so more people are inspired to be the same. Im sorry if you re currently surrounded by assholes right now, but it wont be forever, choose to have a better life far away from them