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Zerengin96

Experienced
Jun 14, 2022
227
My parents are decent people and i am their only child and they would be devastated if they found me dead one day, because they probably dont suspect that i suffer on the inside everyday. When i am gone they also have no one who takes care of them once they are old. I guess i am stuck in this shithole for another couple decades at least
 
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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
2,264
That's the reason im still alive too.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,292
I can imagine that it must be painful feeling like you have to suffer for the sake of others and I know that it can be awful being stuck in a life that you hate. I'm sorry that you are in this situation. This life really is so depressing.
 
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Graham

Graham

Student
May 28, 2022
164
That's a good thing
 
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snowman626

snowman626

Mage
Jan 28, 2019
547
that why im still here too. it used to be parents, then my father died, now im only waiting on my mother.
 
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Brianiskillingme

Brianiskillingme

Slowly Dying Inside
Jan 18, 2022
148
My daughter keeps me here. She is 31 but would be alone in the world.
 
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down for the count

Mage
Jun 3, 2021
585
I am here for my parents too but I irrationally cling to hope as well.
 
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manuel1056x

Member
Sep 9, 2023
61
I can really feel you. I'm in the same situation. The only thing that keeps me alive are my parents. So I live my life for them. What is not really a nice thing. I wish I could maybe tell them how I feel. But I see how happy thy are, so I don't do it.
If you stay alive, than maybe something good will happen to you. In my past I had this situation sometimes. I hope that you will be happy.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,247
Parents are one of the reasons y I'm still stuck here.
 
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