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Exhausted546

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Dec 1, 2025
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Closest I got was 2 days ago. Went out at 4am. After heavy winds and a storm , there was no trail left. Broken branches and broken trees all over, the snow had melted then frozen again, it was very difficult making my way into the woods,jumping over collapsed trees, breaking branches, after an hour I found a spot with a lot of suitable trees but I already felt exhausted and cold by the ordeal.

Screenshotted my location on Google maps, was going to schedule it being sent around 30 mins after my death

Took the rope out, felt It's about 10 meters long, I had to figure out how to cut it appropriately so I can properly tie it against the anchor point and hang. I couldn't figure out how to proceed safely for some reason. Could barely feel my fingers at that point and I worried that a faulty set up could have me survive but with brain damage.

I still don't know how I'll proceed. I have the noose ready but I need to cut the other side of the rope properly. Im either incompetent or overcomplicating it
 
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It's hard to commit to hanging. I've had a lot of false starts myself.
 

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