DefinitelyReady
Digging deeper just to throw it away.
- Mar 14, 2024
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Respectfully, I can't help but wonder: are most of us who chronically want to Ctb and/or do actually Ctb, does this mean we are just, weak...??
Is it that simple/easy? Whether we're predisposed to be, taught to be, forced by influence and/or environment, or the "perfect storm," are some of us just less resilient to our own circumstances because we're ultimately weak? Survival of the fittest? Diseased brains just dying off naturally? You technically win nothing by getting to the end of your natural life, you just want to, or just end up doing so. So what does "strength" even mean?
We all see the world differently, and for myself, me choosing to Ctb always seems to come back to me, fractioning my reasons down, to simply being weak, as my "prime" reason.
Ironically that was always my one of my greatest two fears growing up: being ignorant, and being weak. Colossal fail to both
Is it that simple/easy? Whether we're predisposed to be, taught to be, forced by influence and/or environment, or the "perfect storm," are some of us just less resilient to our own circumstances because we're ultimately weak? Survival of the fittest? Diseased brains just dying off naturally? You technically win nothing by getting to the end of your natural life, you just want to, or just end up doing so. So what does "strength" even mean?
We all see the world differently, and for myself, me choosing to Ctb always seems to come back to me, fractioning my reasons down, to simply being weak, as my "prime" reason.
Ironically that was always my one of my greatest two fears growing up: being ignorant, and being weak. Colossal fail to both