i cant forget her

[bananamilk]

i cant forget her. Basically i am in love with my ex best friend ,we were both bi but she always had a bf. Everyday i am stalking her and i am addicted to her. She randomly stopped talking to me idk why im losing my mind. Today i realized she was never beatifull and nice to me but i am in love with her thought i guess.. and i want to be with her. She is not real i dont want to be real either. I must delete every aspect of my exsistence i dont want to die,i wanna disappear.

 

[jodes2]

I'm sorry you are suffering I hope you find a way to pull through. The pain can dissipate if you give it time, especially if you get help, talk about it, recover

 

[moparman97b]

i cant forget her. Basically i am in love with my ex best friend ,we were both bi but she always had a bf. Everyday i am stalking her and i am addicted to her. She randomly stopped talking to me idk why im losing my mind. Today i realized she was never beatifull and nice to me but i am in love with her thought i guess.. and i want to be with her. She is not real i dont want to be real either. I must delete every aspect of my exsistence i dont want to die,i wanna disappear.

I feel this so much. I have a friend from college who cut me off 18 years ago. I tried to forget her and was able to for a while. Now I can't get her out of mind. I love her and hate her. I want her so much and hate myself for wanting her at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

It must be painful being in that situation, I really do think that it's for the best to be alone as the reality is that people certainly can be so disappointing and they just create more suffering.

 

[humaneyes__]

I feel this so much. I have a friend from college who cut me off 18 years ago. I tried to forget her and was able to for a while. Now I can't get her out of mind. I love her and hate her. I want her so much and hate myself for wanting her at all.

This comment - and many similar to it - remind me of life's deep hopelessness. Today is one year to the day since a special person discontinued with me. Despite my good faith efforts to "move on" over the past year, I remain alone - a circumstance which just exacerbates the depths of my feelings and limerance toward this person.

I never believed the trite and dismissive advice that many people give, when they say that you will simply "get over" someone with the passing of time. However, seeing comments like these reiterates that reality - that I am stuck with these feelings for at least another seventeen years - if I have the misfortune to live that long.

Sorry to hear that you have similarly unrequited feelings.