lunar02102009
Lone1y_Lamp
- Apr 12, 2025
- 94
I really cant take this anymore , the world is always cruel to us for no god damn reason i cant stop crying i need someone to comfort me when i cry for hours on end with no one to comfort me , tell me everythings okay , that they are gonna take care of me no matter what happenes...its just me and my pillows . People are insanely racist , they get mad over little things and make you suffer for it i really cant anymore i dont wanna cry anymore atleast without any comfort im breaking down from the inside i go to the gym and look healthy on the outside but on the inside its a exploded brain with blood dripping out in the forms of tears and slowly my lungs are going out because of the cigarettes which help but still i cry for hours i really need someone but knowing this world i wont ever have anyone who will be as desperate for me as i will be for them. I am ready to leave this world give me cancer or hell whatever the most painful fatal disease is make me suffer until i cant take it anymore and my body decomposes otherwise i will use my coal to achieve my life's goal , death
