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mrnamoshi
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- Mar 29, 2024
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Right now i'm working as software engineer and my mental state really worse because i have BPD and other mental illness. I barely able to stay in front of my laptop for long time.
I just don't want to do anything and i also always sad and not productive. I don't know what to do because i still need money but my boss always angry because my performance really really bad and slow.
Honestly i don't want anything, why should i do this every day when all my mind is filled with negative thinking and suicidal thought.
I just don't want to do anything and i also always sad and not productive. I don't know what to do because i still need money but my boss always angry because my performance really really bad and slow.
Honestly i don't want anything, why should i do this every day when all my mind is filled with negative thinking and suicidal thought.