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Frew
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- Jan 7, 2020
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I'm so depressed, anxious and full of despair all the time but i still can't get the courage to end my life. I booked a hotel at the weekend and brought SN but still couldn't go through with it. This has been going on for 3 weeks now. The closest I've managed is to take the tagamet and meto (horrible side affects, never again) and make up the sn solution. I've tried this a couple of times now. But I can't go through with it.
I realise that as much as I want to die and the panic I feel about being alive, it maybe isn't my time. I'm trying to make peace with that but it's so difficult.
I wouldn't wish this on anyone, it's such an awful place to be. I feel like I have one foot in life and one foot out :(
I realise that as much as I want to die and the panic I feel about being alive, it maybe isn't my time. I'm trying to make peace with that but it's so difficult.
I wouldn't wish this on anyone, it's such an awful place to be. I feel like I have one foot in life and one foot out :(