Help I cant do it

[Demonstrator]

I get flashbacks when I am about to rope of good and bad memories and I start crying and thinking that I could still have a good future.. Should I not ctb if I have these feelings?

 

[Worndown]

You could still have a future. Have you taken any steps that might lead that direction?

 

[MeltingHeart]

If you have any doubt in your mind at all and are questioning it yourself - then clearly it is not the right choice or atleast not the right time- this might be pro-choice- but I think that ultimately what that means is that it is your choice- is isnt called pro-encouragement after all- that is not what this is about- if you still think you could have a good future- even feel that way slightly or for a moment- then it probably indicates you should take a little more time and consideration into the whole thing & ask yourself - is this really what I want right now? (well and also-forever- because it is forever) you can always return to this option at a later date and in the future if you feel the need, but give yourself that time and space to think.

 

[Rachel74]

I get flashbacks when I am about to rope of good and bad memories and I start crying and thinking that I could still have a good future.. Should I not ctb if I have these feelings?

No you shouldn't.

 

[Demonstrator]

You could still have a future. Have you taken any steps that might lead that direction?

ive recently applied for a job, to get me out more and have money to spend, maybe this will help me find people and happiness

If you have any doubt in your mind at all and are questioning it yourself - then clearly it is not the right choice or atleast not the right time- this might be pro-choice- but I think that ultimately what that means is that it is your choice- is isnt called pro-encouragement after all- that is not what this is about- if you still think you could have a good future- even feel that way slightly or for a moment- then it probably indicates you should take a little more time and consideration into the whole thing & ask yourself - is this really what I want right now? (well and also-forever- because it is forever) you can always return to this option at a later date and in the future if you feel the need, but give yourself that time and space to think.

I will delay for now and see what happens, nothing to loose from trying

 

[JSauter]

It isn't the right choice if you have doubts. Suicide is for people with absolutely no way forward whatsoever.

 

[Demonstrator]

No you shouldn't.

 

[Worndown]

A job can give you adfitional purpose in life. The money helps too!
It also drings you in contact with others. That might be worth as much as the money.

 

[MeltingHeart]

ive recently applied for a job, to get me out more and have money to spend, maybe this will help me find people and happiness

I will delay for now and see what happens, nothing to loose from trying

That is a very good motto!! Goodluck

 

[howard]

I'm in similar boat. Now got s n kit and ready to go. Keep finding a reason to stay a bit longer, maybe for the best as the option is always there. In a way it's a great freedom the " normals' never have.

I hope you get the job. Keep safe..H

 

[fightingsioux]

I get flashbacks when I am about to rope of good and bad memories and I start crying and thinking that I could still have a good future.. Should I not ctb if I have these feelings?

Of course not, deep down you know that or you wouldn't have posted here.

The great thing about suicide is that it's something you don't have to use right now, it keeps perfectly well until later.

Just go about your business, step by step, see where things lead. Might be interesting, might surprise you.

 

[Demonstrator]

Of course not, deep down you know that or you wouldn't have posted here.

The great thing about suicide is that it's something you don't have to use right now, it keeps perfectly well until later.

Just go about your business, step by step, see where things lead. Might be interesting, might surprise you.

i can do this