Venting i can't do it anymore

[HowlingCoyote]

it's taking everything in me not to end it tonight. nothing is getting better, i feel so miserable. it all hurts so much. it's never going to get better and im tired of being told it will. i keep failing, i keep fucking up, i keep getting stuck in these cycles. nothing feels okay, it will never feel okay again. it all hurts so much im tired of pretending im okay when im not, im at the lowest ive ever been in my entire fucking life and i dont see a way back from this i want to leave it all behind it all hurts so much my head hurts my heart hurts everything hurts
all i can do is hurt myself and that doesnt even satisfy it anymore im so so so tired

 

[grid zer0]

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[InevitableDeath]

Feel that. And even on here, there are scum who revel in people cutting themselves, pushing them to death when they're here seeking company.

People are a fucking plague on the earth.