I can't do anything

[qpsns]

I am 18, and I am a loser that can't do anything.
I cannot motivate myself to learn anything. I cannot learn a new skill nor I cannot read a book. I always feel the need to learn something, but it feels boring and I can't do anything.
I cannot do anything a normal human would do. I sleep too much(cannot sleep for less than 12 hours), I hate eating, I hate moving around, and I just hate getting out of the bed and doing something.
My habits still are not fixed. I am always lazy, and I lack self control, which prompts me to impulsively do things. Especially losing money. I always buy things that I don't need then sell them used.
All I do in my daytime is listen to music(one thing I like to do), eat, and sleep.
I just want to CTB out of this horrible life.

 

[ClownMe]

I feel you, I dont even have the energy to get out of bed most mornings, let alone do something productive with my life. I hate my existence and wish I was never born.

 

[Cathy Ames]

So every single thing that you wrote sounds like a symptom of depression. And you say you have depression. Are you being treated for your depression? If so, then some changes to the treatment plan might be in order. If not, is there any way you can get some treatment? The best/easiest chance to get better is to start working on it before it has been going on for years and years, and maybe decades unchecked.

 

[qpsns]

So every single thing that you wrote sounds like a symptom of depression. And you say you have depression. Are you being treated for your depression? If so, then some changes to the treatment plan might be in order. If not, is there any way you can get some treatment? The best/easiest chance to get better is to start working on it before it has been going on for years and years, and maybe decades unchecked.

I am being treated for my depression and the treatment does nothing to me.

 

[Cathy Ames]

I am being treated for my depression and the treatment does nothing to me.

I'm sorry it isn't helping. Usually they only make you try a medication for 2 months and then try something else that might work. I hope the next one will work! [Also, if they do NOT switch you, I think you can ASK them to!]

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that you are suffering, I know that it can be unbearable living such a miserable existence. I also hate being alive and I just want to be gone, to me it sounds so peaceful to sleep forever. I hope you find relief from your pain in whatever happens, I wish you the best.