Venting I can’t bring myself to do it

[ghu_123]

My soul feels sick and rotten. No matter how hard I try to live, it's never enough. I've wanted to end it all for years now but I can't bring myself to do it. I wish I had a quick and guaranteed way to just end it but I can't find anything.

I no longer enjoy most things in my life. The only thing that keeps me functioning is powerlifting. Everything else doesn't really matter.

I can't connect with people and my romantic pursuits keeps failing. Worst of all, I just feel so sick. My soul feels so empty. I wish it will all just end.

 

[FuneralCry]

I also just wish for a guaranteed way to just cease existing, to never suffer ever again is all I wish for, I understand finding it dreadful to suffer in this existence. But anyway I wish you the best.