I cant anymore

[deranged]

I feel so low I just want to die I just want this to end Im hurting so much what I feel is indescribable please god kill me i just want out I hate life I hate myself I hate people. My world is black im sinking. Oh god how I envy naive people. murder me skin me alive I want to close my eyes one last time and be erased. The blood is on my hands

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing here certainly is so torturous, I get that it's so awful feeling trapped in an existence you hate so I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for.

 

[Eternal Sleep!]

I know how you feel, everyday is a battle! Should I continue life hoping it will be better somehow or should I just kill myself and save me from any torture in the future? What is the best choice, i dont know?

Everyday I think of suicide, about methods but what keeps me going for now is mainly my girlfriend and the fear of failure.

I hope for you that you still have something to life for and things get better. If that is not the case I hope you choose a peaceful method to CTB and that the suffering stops for once and all!

I wish you strength, and don't forget you are not alone! I can relate many things what you said.

God bless your soul

 

[chloramine]

I hear you and I get it. It's brutal. I'm sorry you're in that right now. I'm sorry there's no easy answer. I wish you didn't have to experience it. We may not be able to change your situation, but we hear you and believe you. I hope things improve for you somewhere soon.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Sorry for the pain of life that brought you here. It has helped me being here, I still want to die but talking about it helps.

 

[MrDarkness]

I know the feeling, no words can ease the pain, but I hope your able to find peace in life or death