I cant anymore

[nummie]

Life has honestly been so draining and I don't think I can carry on. I've failed my exams, and I don't see a good future for myself.
I'm so lonely and looking back on everything I've lived through, I realised that I've achieved nothing. I feel like an outsider in my own family and friend group, I'm so average when it comes to my studies and I feel so useless
Life is honestly so exhausting and I don't see a need to carry on
I want to end it, I want to end it all
I dont know how or when yet, but I know I want to do it, if someone has any advice, I'd love to hear

Thanks

 

[CandyK__]

You don't need much for an ok life. Sure it's nice to study and get well respected career, but working a retail job does it as well. You don't earn much, but you earn a enough to live.

Loneliness just gets us sometimes. Everything feels so pointless, but you're not the only one, example look at this forum. There are others who feel just as alone as you. I also feel similar, if you want to talk hmu. But I want to encourage you to live for a while. Sure someday it will get bad enough to lose everything, but try to live for as long as possible, at least that's my motto.

When it comes to method, it's better to first ask your self what do you prioritize, the way you will feel, or how the method will leave you, or the success rate, or time method takes.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing certainly can be so tiring, so of course it's understandable just wanting peace from all the suffering. If only the option was there to just never wake then that would be so ideal, it really can be so awful having dread for the future. But anyway best wishes.

 

[nummie]

You don't need much for an ok life. Sure it's nice to study and get well respected career, but working a retail job does it as well. You don't earn much, but you earn a enough to live.

Loneliness just gets us sometimes. Everything feels so pointless, but you're not the only one, example look at this forum. There are others who feel just as alone as you. I also feel similar, if you want to talk hmu. But I want to encourage you to live for a while. Sure someday it will get bad enough to lose everything, but try to live for as long as possible, at least that's my motto.

When it comes to method, it's better to first ask your self what do you prioritize, the way you will feel, or how the method will leave you, or the success rate, or time method takes.

thank you so much. I made this as a sort of journal to come back to in bad times, so sorry for the veryyyyy late reply.
I still haven't gotten my results but ik that I'm going to live an ok life with whatever I get and I'm fine with that.
It's the loneliness that gets me the most suicidal. No one ever texts me or asks about me, I try to talk to people and make friends but it always seems like I'm some idiot begging for their attention. I've always felt like this since I was a child, I never fit in with anyone.
Yeah, I'll be looking at methods because this feeling never leaves me. Life gets ok and I start to have hope that I actually mean something but then that all just goes away and I feel awful and I just want it to end

 

[CandyK__]

hank you so much. I made this as a sort of journal to come back to in bad times, so sorry for the veryyyyy late reply.
I still haven't gotten my results but ik that I'm going to live an ok life with whatever I get and I'm fine with that.
It's the loneliness that gets me the most suicidal. No one ever texts me or asks about me, I try to talk to people and make friends but it always seems like I'm some idiot begging for their attention. I've always felt like this since I was a child, I never fit in with anyone.
Yeah, I'll be looking at methods because this feeling never leaves me. Life gets ok and I start to have hope that I actually mean something but then that all just goes away and I feel awful and I just want it to end

No problem, happy that you're still around. Wanna get in touch (discord)? Yeah the feeling of begging everyone to be around you and make friends, when everyone else seems to have it all figured out a long time ago, that sucks.

 

[nummie]

No problem, happy that you're still around. Wanna get in touch (discord)? Yeah the feeling of begging everyone to be around you and make friends, when everyone else seems to have it all figured out a long time ago, that sucksmy

No problem, happy that you're still around. Wanna get in touch (discord)? Yeah the feeling of begging everyone to be around you and make friends, when everyone else seems to have it all figured out a long time ago, that sucks.

You get how I feel. (My username is num005 for disc)