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Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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And it seems like they are everywhere in this disgustingly anti-suicide society, I cannot stand anything pro-life, to me anything pro-life is either very insensitive or absurd. I hate the harmful delusions those people have especially when they are pushed onto other people, I see being pro-life as being the true mental illness, pro-lifers come across as so insane to me.
And it feels like nowhere is free from them, even this website has a whole section ("recovery") to facilitate their toxic positivity despite everywhere else in this society being so pro-life, life worshipping and focused on prolonging suffering.
I cannot stand anything to do with "recovery" as existence is the problem rather than the thoughts of wanting to die, wishing to find permanent peace from this harmful and cruel existence is all that makes sense to me. It will always disgust me when people go on about suicidal people need "help" when in reality wanting suicide is all that feels rational to me, I just have awareness of how existence is truly undesirable.
It just feels like everywhere is so life valuing, pushing the idea that suicide is the most terrible tragedy to be prevented despite the fact that only death can bring true relief from suffering, and I cannot stand it, I will always see it as preferable to not exist, pro-lifers just create more harm.
And it feels like nowhere is free from them, even this website has a whole section ("recovery") to facilitate their toxic positivity despite everywhere else in this society being so pro-life, life worshipping and focused on prolonging suffering.
I cannot stand anything to do with "recovery" as existence is the problem rather than the thoughts of wanting to die, wishing to find permanent peace from this harmful and cruel existence is all that makes sense to me. It will always disgust me when people go on about suicidal people need "help" when in reality wanting suicide is all that feels rational to me, I just have awareness of how existence is truly undesirable.
It just feels like everywhere is so life valuing, pushing the idea that suicide is the most terrible tragedy to be prevented despite the fact that only death can bring true relief from suffering, and I cannot stand it, I will always see it as preferable to not exist, pro-lifers just create more harm.