umiii99
I am free.
- Oct 9, 2021
- 11
My famly situation keeps getting worse and worse... I can't find a job cus mental illness... I'm beyond stressed. I want to end it but my mother never leaves home and I share a room with my brother, who only lays in bed all day doing nothing. The only method at hand is jumping from a 16th storey but I won't lie, it scares me. I feel utterly out of control and I can't even be in control how I choose to go out. Talk about fucking demoralizing... I'm so angry. I just wanna hang myself. That's it. Why is everything so hard? Everything.
I'm also recovering from an ED and just today my mother pointed out I've gained weight back (as you do in recovery) and you know what? I'll stop eating for as long as I can to encapsulate these emotions. I might as well. Fuck this shit.
I'm also recovering from an ED and just today my mother pointed out I've gained weight back (as you do in recovery) and you know what? I'll stop eating for as long as I can to encapsulate these emotions. I might as well. Fuck this shit.