falseNightingale
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- Jun 3, 2024
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Does anyone ever feel like that it's not worth trying to fix your life anymore? Like you've finally run out of mental gymnastics that you could do to justify your existence?
This is it for me. I've finally been driven into a corner. Everything that ever mattered to me throughout my years is slowly crumbling down and all I can do is rot in front of the computer and break down at the slightest reminder of reality. It took a long time but I have concluded that I'm probably not fit for survival in this world. A boiling concoction of Anxiety, Depression, CPTSD, unmedicated ADD and a pinch of Gender Dysphoria. Just failed two of my most important college courses, almost outta money and can't easily find a job because international student in the states. Tried visiting a therapist once but don't really have it in me to keep up with the sessions.
I hate receiving pity from people but I really dont see a way outta this one.
This is it for me. I've finally been driven into a corner. Everything that ever mattered to me throughout my years is slowly crumbling down and all I can do is rot in front of the computer and break down at the slightest reminder of reality. It took a long time but I have concluded that I'm probably not fit for survival in this world. A boiling concoction of Anxiety, Depression, CPTSD, unmedicated ADD and a pinch of Gender Dysphoria. Just failed two of my most important college courses, almost outta money and can't easily find a job because international student in the states. Tried visiting a therapist once but don't really have it in me to keep up with the sessions.
I hate receiving pity from people but I really dont see a way outta this one.