I can only enjoy life when drunk

[DesperateOne]

When I'm drunk I can finally see the world clearly, have motivation to do stuff and enjoy doing everyday things. If I had this feeling every single day I would have hope that I can climb out of this mess that I made for myself, however when it passes I get sent back to this dark place from which my brain cannot get out... Does anyone else feel the same?

 

[Kerock]

Yeah i remember the first time i drank vodka, i felt motivated enough to actually sit down and do my hw.