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Waiting for death

Waiting for death

Experienced
Oct 2, 2023
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I bought this little bottle of this poison it's a mixture of two substances (carbamate + cyanide potassium), this poison was often used in suicide cases in Second World War, I believe I won't have many chances to survive, because I will tie a rope or towel around my neck. I will give more updates in case I postpone the date, because my family will be waiting for some relatives, so the house will be crowded, I'm happy because I have what I want to leave this body where I'm trapped.

I'm anxious and nervous.
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shun75x

shun75x

Member
Dec 4, 2023
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I bought this little bottle of this poison it's a mixture of two substances (carbamate + cyanide potassium), this poison was often used in suicide cases in Second World War, I believe I won't have many chances to survive, because I will tie a rope or towel around my neck. I will give more updates in case I postpone the date, because my family will be waiting for some relatives, so the house will be crowded, I'm happy because I have what I want to leave this body where I'm trapped.

I'm anxious and nervous.
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how that works? Is it painless?
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,860
I wish you the best with your plans, I understand why you'd feel relieved to have what you need to free yourself from this existence.
 
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numbed one

Student
May 22, 2023
192
It's not liké pure Cyanide used in ww2 .

R y sure it's lethal and wont let any damages in case of failure ?
 
MatrixPrisoner

MatrixPrisoner

Enlightened
Jul 8, 2023
1,831
That red skull is reassuring. I hope you enjoy your eternal sleep. I won't be that far behind you.
 
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haibane

haibane

Reki
Sep 27, 2023
256
farewell, goodluck for ure method and i hope u will find the peace u are looking for
 
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Ethernatuskoi

Trying to Recover / Leaving
Oct 24, 2023
207
I bought this little bottle of this poison it's a mixture of two substances (carbamate + cyanide potassium), this poison was often used in suicide cases in Second World War, I believe I won't have many chances to survive, because I will tie a rope or towel around my neck. I will give more updates in case I postpone the date, because my family will be waiting for some relatives, so the house will be crowded, I'm happy because I have what I want to leave this body where I'm trapped.

I'm anxious and nervous.
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Opa, vi que você é Brasileiro. Já nos falamos antes numa thread pelo que eu me lembre, mas enfim, pode me dizer como isso aí funciona exatamente ? Me pergunto como o cianeto de potássio e o chumbinho vão reagir juntos ao mesmo tempo no corpo e se há uma forma de apagar logo sem que seja algo doloroso.

Não sei se deu pra enteder direito a minha dúvida, mas é isso aí.
 
WAITING TO DIE

WAITING TO DIE

TORMENTED
Sep 30, 2023
1,536
Is it painful, how long does it take to work ?
I hope it's quick and doesn't cause you too much distress.
 
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EyeBeyond

Beyond Galaxy
Dec 3, 2023
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I bought this little bottle of this poison it's a mixture of two substances (carbamate + cyanide potassium), this poison was often used in suicide cases in Second World War, I believe I won't have many chances to survive, because I will tie a rope or towel around my neck. I will give more updates in case I postpone the date, because my family will be waiting for some relatives, so the house will be crowded, I'm happy because I have what I want to leave this body where I'm trapped.

I'm anxious and nervous.
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Também sou brasileiro, boa sorte na sua tentativa mano, eu comprei meu SN, estou aguardando chegar
 
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sunsetting

sunsetting

Student
Jun 9, 2021
100
That's an excruciating way to go. You should really consider another method.
 
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