Smashingairwaves

Smashingairwaves

misery factory
Nov 15, 2018
193
I decided to stop fucking around, and actually do it. Now I just have to wait for everything to ship (I'm using the sodium nitrite method).

I am terrified it won't work. I am also concerned about what my partner will say when this all arrives, or if this works.

Fingers crossed it does work, I guess.
 
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OkTotti

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Nov 6, 2018
616
Good luck... please keep us updated on your progress
 
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therhydler

therhydler

Enlightened
Dec 7, 2018
1,196
Good luck... I am also terrified of my method not working... it's the worst feeling :( I hope all goes well for you
 
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Smashingairwaves

Smashingairwaves

misery factory
Nov 15, 2018
193
Good luck... I am also terrified of my method not working... it's the worst feeling :( I hope all goes well for you
Thank you, I hope your method works out
 
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Pulmonicis

Pulmonicis

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Jan 1, 2019
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I also concidered this method as my way to go. If you manage to take 48 hours regimen schedule, do not overdose SN and fast for reasonable amount of time, your death should be peacefull. There are few cases of rxrx1887, Lunaemoth leaving this world with SN fairly quickly (15~20 minutes) whilst giving us updates.

1. Feeling of drowsiness
2. Mild headache
3. Tachycardia, arythmia, hypertension

Those are the symptoms before you pass out to another place..
 
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Smashingairwaves

Smashingairwaves

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Nov 15, 2018
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I also concidered this method as my way to go. If you manage to take 48 hours regimen schedule, do not overdose SN and fast for reasonable amount of time, your death should be peacefull. There are few cases of rxrx1887, Lunaemoth leaving this world with SN fairly quickly (15~20 minutes) whilst giving us updates.

1. Feeling of drowsiness
2. Mild headache
3. Tachycardia, arythmia, hypertension

Those are the symptoms before you pass out to another place..
Really? Those are a lot less symptoms than what I was expecting. I can't carry it out over 48 hours though, I live with my partner. I can try stretch it over 24 hours though.

Thanks for the tips
 
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21Neberg

21Neberg

Enlightened
Dec 17, 2018
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I decided to stop fucking around, and actually do it. Now I just have to wait for everything to ship (I'm using the sodium nitrite method).

I am terrified it won't work. I am also concerned about what my partner will say when this all arrives, or if this works.

Fingers crossed it does work, I guess.

Don't forget to get those medicins that stop you from throwing up the SN, I forgot the name. But if you start vomiting your attempt will fail.
Best of luck!
 
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Pulmonicis

Pulmonicis

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Jan 1, 2019
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Really? Those are a lot less symptoms than what I was expecting. I can't carry it out over 48 hours though, I live with my partner. I can try stretch it over 24 hours though.

Thanks for the tips
Its not that bad at all. 24 hours seems fine tho, just avoid taking antiemetics less than an hour prior drinking SN. :P

Also I took metoclopramide first time today just 5 minutes ago. Nervously waiting for those side effects everyone afraid of :D O
 
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Jiva

Jiva

I want ...
Nov 18, 2018
493
Have a luck.
 
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JustMe

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Jan 11, 2019
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Buena suerte espero que hayas encontrado la paz
 
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MAC10

MAC10

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Dec 14, 2018
22
good luck
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,803
Good luck on everything and I hope it all works out for you. :)
 
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onegoodreason

onegoodreason

"She went down swinging" Tom Petty
Dec 28, 2018
115
Wishing you an easy and swift transition. May Blessings and Light be with you on your journey Home!
 
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Smashingairwaves

Smashingairwaves

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Nov 15, 2018
193
Thanks, everyone :)
 
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throwaway777

一人、部屋で、独り。
Oct 3, 2018
641
Its not that bad at all. 24 hours seems fine tho, just avoid taking antiemetics less than an hour prior drinking SN. :P

Also I took metoclopramide first time today just 5 minutes ago. Nervously waiting for those side effects everyone afraid of :D O
any side effects?
 
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SiArc

SiArc

sassy and sarcastic-y
Dec 10, 2018
230
Remeber to do your own research and don't go off word of mouth. You flow the regime for the antiacids and antiemetic and you should be fine. May luck and peace go with you since I will be gone before you get to your passing place.
 
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Pulmonicis

Pulmonicis

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Jan 1, 2019
50
Nope, already took 2*10mg Primperan for another side effect check-up and I felt nothing ^^
 
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