I beg that you DM me a hint or keyword for DMC

[Wolf-Alice]

I'm gonna lose my fucking mind. I don't have the thinking skills to scour this website. I have nothing to go off from.
I found two potential sources from reddit but they're fucking weird and I don't understand. Why can't I just trade my money for what I want like usual, nice and easy?
But no, there's bank transfers and bullshit. Please just help me, I'm not a journalist or reporter or some shit. I want to die and if I don't get SN I'll have to jump off a building and I really don't like that. I want a nice, clean corpse left behind.
Please someone help me out here, anything. I need it delivered to the UK.

Edit: Sorry to the mods if I'm not allowed to be asking this. I won't post this kind of thing again.

 

[LifeQuitter]

Start typing what you're looking for in a search engine like Yandex and select whatever terms the predictive search function comes up with.