Venting I been lying to the people in my life about getting treatment

[EternalSoul]

Hi everyone, well I been lying to the people in my life about getting treatment. They think I am in therapy and seeing a psychiatrist. However when I have a "appointment" what I really do is just drive to a park or a parking lot and sit in my car. Usually I drive 20 min away from my area, so I don't have a high risk of being spotted- even though it is very unlikely.

I am so sick and tired of everyone acting like treatment will magically begin to bring sunshine to my life. I been through it all so many times before and it's a dead end. Another thing that I am also sick of hearing is my life will never improve if I do not get medicated. —— So basically what people are telling me is the quality of my life is dictated by whether or not I take a pill????? That literally is so deteriorating to me in my opinion.

 

[Hollowman]

They don't have a clue what they're talking about. They're brainwashed.

 

[EternalSoul]

They don't have a clue what they're talking about. They're brainwashed.

Unfortunately so…

 

[ke9]

I hear you. Therapy can be pretty useless. "Therapists" are brainwashed into thinking they can solve problems. The fixes they advise are either superficial or impossible.