layne2001
Member
- Jan 27, 2021
- 43
I ordered SN a few days ago. I couldnt make the delivery addressed to my house because of my family so I had to go pick it up myself.
Last night I was thinking about things and I'm 100% ready to ctb and got it all planned, and I'm not scared or uncertain about it, still I said, for no reason, I respect the universe or god or whatever so if it's not my time, give me a sign that it's not. I dont know why I thought that.
Then google maps draws me the wrong route and I get really lost since I'm in an area of the city i have never been before. Then on a different bus stop I see my old friend who I havent spoken to in 3 years. It was so good seeing her. After 2 hrs trying to find my way there I just came back home because I was dehydrated and had no money left. And as I come home my dad is here waiting for me and I also havent spoken to him in 3 years. Just here to see me specifically today.
I know all of it means nothing, at best it means I'm stupid for not getting the right address on google maps, but If i were religious Id really think these were signs.
Just wanted to share this thing
Last night I was thinking about things and I'm 100% ready to ctb and got it all planned, and I'm not scared or uncertain about it, still I said, for no reason, I respect the universe or god or whatever so if it's not my time, give me a sign that it's not. I dont know why I thought that.
Then google maps draws me the wrong route and I get really lost since I'm in an area of the city i have never been before. Then on a different bus stop I see my old friend who I havent spoken to in 3 years. It was so good seeing her. After 2 hrs trying to find my way there I just came back home because I was dehydrated and had no money left. And as I come home my dad is here waiting for me and I also havent spoken to him in 3 years. Just here to see me specifically today.
I know all of it means nothing, at best it means I'm stupid for not getting the right address on google maps, but If i were religious Id really think these were signs.
Just wanted to share this thing