CloseFriendofCamus
Lonely wanderer
- Mar 14, 2022
- 178
I wanted to hang, got a few ropes, found a good anchor point, my pullup bar in my room. I had high hopes for it, turns out it is too short and I can't do a full suspension off it because of the noose dropping low.
Now I have to hang in the forest, find a good enough tree that isn't too tall... God, I hope I find it
I don't even know how to tie a rope to the branch and how to hang from it, because the snuggle hitch I use with bar isn't suitable for thick tree branches
I need to be dead as soon as possible, but I failed the most commonly used and widely available method in the world
I don't know what to do. I been crying my eyes out. I can't afford SN because I can't afford necessary drugs for it and I'm afraid of taking weird powders...
I feel dizzy and my eyes basically hurt from crying out so much... Why do I have to be such a incompetent ugly loser who can't even find a good enough tree and figure out how to tie a rope to it?
Why? What did I do to deserve being born with such hollow empty brain
I can't succeed at even simple hanging.... So shameful... I feel even worse because of that...
Now I have to hang in the forest, find a good enough tree that isn't too tall... God, I hope I find it
I don't even know how to tie a rope to the branch and how to hang from it, because the snuggle hitch I use with bar isn't suitable for thick tree branches
I need to be dead as soon as possible, but I failed the most commonly used and widely available method in the world
I don't know what to do. I been crying my eyes out. I can't afford SN because I can't afford necessary drugs for it and I'm afraid of taking weird powders...
I feel dizzy and my eyes basically hurt from crying out so much... Why do I have to be such a incompetent ugly loser who can't even find a good enough tree and figure out how to tie a rope to it?
Why? What did I do to deserve being born with such hollow empty brain
I can't succeed at even simple hanging.... So shameful... I feel even worse because of that...
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