catbunny
Member
- Jun 19, 2024
- 15
I wish I can just die instead of living like this. I don't feel like living anymore. It's feels like nothing is holding me back from killing myself, which is really bad cause' I don't wanna leave my cat. He is really cute, and it'd be so bad if someone treat him badly. I want the best for him, but I, myself is so tired of living this life. Nothing is working and everything goes wrong and I'm so tired. I want to at least just disappear. Sometimes I wish there is a time stop button that you press it, the time actually froze. That way I can actually take a rest from everything, I can just stop all of this and take a nap or sth. unfortunately, there is no such thing. I can't take a nap with of these deadlines. I'm so exhausting. I don't understand anything anymore. People said that if you're tired then just take a rest but how can I take a break with all of these works like you don't understand that I literally have no time. I should've kill myself that day.