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moonprismpower

moonprismpower

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Aug 17, 2023
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i don't know what to do anymore. my insomnia is at the worst it's ever been, leaving me to stay awake with thoughts of suicide. my psychiatrist won't prescribe me sleeping medication, i can't take it anymore. i'm so close to seeking them out myself but i have zero idea how. if i can't fix this then i know the thoughts will win, im just so so so tired of everything. sleep is the only thing that stops it, and i can't even do that.
 
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iloverachel

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Welcome to this forum, I am sorry you are suffering so much

I hope you find some meds to help with your sleep and that your suicidal thoughts eases and you feel better soon
 
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dreamscape1111

dreamscape1111

all is well
Feb 1, 2023
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Have you tried L-Theanine? It's a natural nootropic that really helps me sleep when I'm feeling restless. You can order it online, I'd recommend the 200mg ones. All the best, dear friend. 🌈❤️🙏
 
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Rhizomorph1

Psychology (B.A.) & Substance Use Researcher
Oct 24, 2023
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i don't know what to do anymore. my insomnia is at the worst it's ever been, leaving me to stay awake with thoughts of suicide. my psychiatrist won't prescribe me sleeping medication, i can't take it anymore. i'm so close to seeking them out myself but i have zero idea how. if i can't fix this then i know the thoughts will win, im just so so so tired of everything. sleep is the only thing that stops it, and i can't even do that.
I went on escitalopram (lexapro) and my insomnia disappeared. At bedtime my mind is peaceful and empty of thought. I highly recommend it :)
 
moonprismpower

moonprismpower

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Aug 17, 2023
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Have you tried L-Theanine? It's a natural nootropic that really helps me sleep when I'm feeling restless. You can order it online, I'd recommend the 200mg ones. All the best, dear friend. 🌈❤️🙏
thank you! i'll def check it out!
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I understand why you'd feel so tired, I hope that you find the sleep you are searching for
 
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