Venting I am so over sensitive

[BBY]

So I was playing a online game with my cousin that had vc. We met a dude on there and we were talking for a while before they started to exclude me. After I finally left (I waited on them for like 10 or 15 minutes but they forgot about me) they kept playing for another 2 hours. After that she just texts me saying "sorry if you felt excluded we didn't mean to". But you did. You dropped me like a hot potato the second you got something better. "But I tried to get you back but you didn't want to" after you've been ignoring me for 8 or so minutes???? Should I just come back going "omg thanks for including me again ". Ik I did it in the past once but I never did it again and you just decided to repeat my mistake? You could even bother texting me after I left. "He is sorry too" it doesn't make it undone but thanks ig. Maybe I'm a little bit of a hypocrite (or a lot) but still.

I can't even sh to relieve these emotions bc my mom is keeping a close eye on me. Everything and everyone sucks and I don't want to talk to anyone. Seething and punching the wall while aggressively sobbing.

 

[MrDarkness]

Relax, it happens to everyone, don't stress about it, trust me, there is better things to worry about

 

[FuneralCry]

I just think that after all other people cannot truly be relied on, people certainly are very disappointing and very often create more suffering. But anyway best wishes.

 

[Huntfish34]

Sadly I can relate with that to a degree. Depending on who I'm around / where I'm at and the situation at hand...... I can become extremely emotional/ sensitive. Many of my family and friends have come to accept this, which is cool. But I can still see their overall demeanor and tone change in certain situations.... kinda like.. " Wtf dude, what's your deal, why are you crying " or something close.....

I know it's not the end of the world and life goes on, pick my head up and accept ... But it still Fckn sucks. I absolutely hate it, really can be draining to say the Least. It's just 1 of my numerous reasons to CTB.... Life on life's terms..

I hope things can change for the better, if possible. Take care of yourself , you're worth it. - ♥

 

[CW36]

So I was playing a online game with my cousin that had vc. We met a dude on there and we were talking for a while before they started to exclude me. After I finally left (I waited on them for like 10 or 15 minutes but they forgot about me) they kept playing for another 2 hours. After that she just texts me saying "sorry if you felt excluded we didn't mean to". But you did. You dropped me like a hot potato the second you got something better. "But I tried to get you back but you didn't want to" after you've been ignoring me for 8 or so minutes???? Should I just come back going "omg thanks for including me again ". Ik I did it in the past once but I never did it again and you just decided to repeat my mistake? You could even bother texting me after I left. "He is sorry too" it doesn't make it undone but thanks ig. Maybe I'm a little bit of a hypocrite (or a lot) but still.

I can't even sh to relieve these emotions bc my mom is keeping a close eye on me. Everything and everyone sucks and I don't want to talk to anyone. Seething and punching the wall while aggressively sobbing.

Don't ever blame yourself for being 'over sensitive'. Being super sensitive is a great gift, if only society could see it's true value.