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Buh-bye!
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- Jan 10, 2024
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Everything written here would be sorta pointless except for the one use that it might have, it may make me DO my shit tomorrow, act as an alarm of some sort. thus leaving it here as a note.
I thought i was yet again too consumed by the worldly desires and whatnot, the usual shit people escape in ? well figures out i was just escaping too and that's what everybody is doing i know but seems liberating to realize you're not yet trapped in this hole and you Can jump out of it whenever you put your mind to it. i guess i'll put my mind to it in a few days and just leave all of these third grade shitty relief systems behind, exist normally i.e. like a paranoid.
gotta appreciate though, whoever constructed these reliefs to make life(hell) endurable was a genius, it wasn't just something out of the bloom but instead very systematic such that it plays with our brains. once our brain gives up, we give up too.
everyone's chasing a good relief, a good life and whatever just to sugarcoat the heall surrounding us at all times, this all ain't worth shit, not at all worht enduring the resultant pain for. and even if there was a chance, there ain't for me and i know that, i have failed so too many times that i am not looking forward to giving anything another go. i'd quit real soon just gotta put my mind to practicing again. it's quite hard to die, peacefullly ofc. unless i were to jump off a roof, that would tarnish a lot of lives.
I thought i was yet again too consumed by the worldly desires and whatnot, the usual shit people escape in ? well figures out i was just escaping too and that's what everybody is doing i know but seems liberating to realize you're not yet trapped in this hole and you Can jump out of it whenever you put your mind to it. i guess i'll put my mind to it in a few days and just leave all of these third grade shitty relief systems behind, exist normally i.e. like a paranoid.
gotta appreciate though, whoever constructed these reliefs to make life(hell) endurable was a genius, it wasn't just something out of the bloom but instead very systematic such that it plays with our brains. once our brain gives up, we give up too.
everyone's chasing a good relief, a good life and whatever just to sugarcoat the heall surrounding us at all times, this all ain't worth shit, not at all worht enduring the resultant pain for. and even if there was a chance, there ain't for me and i know that, i have failed so too many times that i am not looking forward to giving anything another go. i'd quit real soon just gotta put my mind to practicing again. it's quite hard to die, peacefullly ofc. unless i were to jump off a roof, that would tarnish a lot of lives.