TheSoulless
I'd like to fly but my wings have been so denied
- Jan 7, 2020
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(Another venting thread, you're welcome)
My parents are already tight on money and they still pay for my school, even though I very often just skip it. My grandparents are sending me money as well, but they need it. I'm not even getting anything out of this place, the only reason I even came here was so that I could be alone. And now I can't. So I'm moving back home soon, but I'm still ridden with guilt. Just got the school payment thingy or whatever the fuck you call it, and it's huge – I know I will smoke a lot tomorrow.
It's amazing how for many the lack of good parent figures has caused them problems. And yet I'm getting anxious because of my kind and loving parents. Because I can never return the favor. I can never really atone. It's eating me up inside.
My parents are already tight on money and they still pay for my school, even though I very often just skip it. My grandparents are sending me money as well, but they need it. I'm not even getting anything out of this place, the only reason I even came here was so that I could be alone. And now I can't. So I'm moving back home soon, but I'm still ridden with guilt. Just got the school payment thingy or whatever the fuck you call it, and it's huge – I know I will smoke a lot tomorrow.
It's amazing how for many the lack of good parent figures has caused them problems. And yet I'm getting anxious because of my kind and loving parents. Because I can never return the favor. I can never really atone. It's eating me up inside.