I am now planning for a future... I don't understand myself...

[Blutsager]

Hello my friends. I hope you are all doing well. I... I don't know what to say. I am... My mind for whatever reason... It's kind of building something up. I want to do stuff. Program, make Android games, or other ways to make money, to sell online, not for my local market in my local currency but in USD. I am... Trying to grow? I don't get it. I hope from thinking about this being the end of the world to me thinking about how to seize the future. I don't understand myself.
Perhaps... I don't know, I would like to have someone who would mentor me, in any of this things. I don't know. I don't even know what I am talking about. I feel so weird.
Can anyone tell me what's going on inside my head? What to do?.

 

[Arrow]

it's cool bro, seize your future, you can do it, i'm sure!

 

[pete_x]

This is a fantastic resource, a bit dense/muddled sometimes but hey what isn't.
xda developers https://www.xda-developers.com/

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