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bubblingwaterz

bubblingwaterz

Someone looking for something
Sep 12, 2023
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Hi everyone,
I need help with something, I think I am set on a method I've found here but I wanted some thoughts on it.
After thinking about it, I want a calm way to CTB, just… go to sleep and don't wake up, maybe most of people just want that. If possible I don't my heart to beat like crazy or to feel a lot of nausea, suffocate or anything like that… I just wanna sleep.

1g Megadose benzo + 1g Methyl methaqualone + 30mg Eszopiclona

Do you think this is enough for me to go peacefully? Sleeping. If you have any better suggestions I am super open to it btw… I don't have a lot of money so anything that would be better for my wallet would also be nice please.

I feel like I should write more here because everyone seems to always write a lot and have something thoughtful to say but I don't want to waste anyone's time too much T~T and I also don't think I have anything too say either :[
 
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アホペンギン

アホペンギン

Jul 10, 2023
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Mmq causes seizures in the case of overdose but the benzos will probably decrease the chance for seizures or remove it all together. But I do advise lowering the dosage for benzos. The normal dosage for treating seizures is MUCH lower than 1g so I don't think that much benzos is necessary but it depends on your tolerance to the medication so it is your choice to take my advice or not, I don't know how tolerant you are to benzos. I think it is a solid method, another user here who I am actually speaking to is considering the same method as well.
 
suicidepanda

suicidepanda

delightfully dreadful
Sep 25, 2023
39
I feel like I should write more here because everyone seems to always write a lot and have something thoughtful to say but I don't want to waste anyone's time too much T~T and I also don't think I have anything too say either :[
I don't think you'd be bothering ANYONE. and if it makes you feel better, I talk peoples head off like a MOTHERFUCKER. i always have something to say, whether it be controversial or plain stupidity. Your thoughts and feelings are always welcome here, from what I know. It's not like I can say much about it since I've just gotten here, but I've already made myself comfortable. I think that goes to show just how accepting this community is.
 
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