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kingy
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- Feb 18, 2022
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I have wanting to ctb for 3 years. I want to fall asleep and not wake up. I don't know what N is. I have stockpiled large amounts of diazepam and propranolol (over 5,000 mg of propranolol ) and about 500 mg of diazepam) I am 59 years old and the last 3 years have been hell due to a bad reaction to an antidepressant. I have tried everything to get better but it's not possible because I am too ill now. Can someone give me some sound advice on how to CTB I am desperate. Thanks