I see no point. I need to hustle my ass off to save up money as quickly as possible so I can finally CTB without having to resort to cheap and unpleasant methods. The more comfortable I become, could make me more complacent. I haven't been a member here for awhile because of my survival instinct. I have a money problem. Making money and saving money is hard as hell nowadays for someone like me. Most people are fucking poor today and don't even want to spend a $1 nowadays so it's hard to be self employed as well. Making money is like trying to squeeze blood from a stone... Rent is so god damn high nowadays because landlords want to live like nobility. Electricity companies are like black holes of money because they know you have no choice when it comes to electricity. Most people don't want to jerk off and read books all day to candle light. Maybe I should just go out and make a bunch of people who believe people who CTB will go to hell, hate my guts and then start a GoFundMe page so I have the money to CTB soon. I'm sure a lot of them will donate. What should I do? Hmmm. Take a dump in front of their house every day? Kick their dog? Any ideas? Start criticizing Trump? Preaching Satanism in their neighborhood? Pretend to be a powerful black magic sorcerer and curse their family members? I don't want to do anything that will get buckshot into my face or sent to prison for obvious reasons, though. Prison is basically life but on a higher difficulty setting. I know I went really off topic but I need a place to vent without having to deal with reddit users or family members who will tell me to go see a therapist and appreciate life more.