I am literally immortal, please help me, I am BEGGING you

[strawberrysuffering]

Region: Netherlands
General info: 18F, 5'5 and 130lbs, (165cm and 58kg)
I have no car.

- No high bridges to jump from;
- No idea where to go to jump in front of a train or access to high buildings;
- Sourcing SN is impossible;
- Getting RC zenes online requires crypto payment. I am poor. (Also probably wouldn't work because the mutation in my CYP2B6 and CYPD6 genes)
- I have survived 1g of DCK ketamine, an ungodly amount of doctor prescribed tramadol and a bottle of vodka;
- Partial/carotid hanging doesn't work, also can't find a spot for full hanging.

What in God's name am I supposed to do to die? Please, please help me.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hate how suicide is so unnecessarily difficult in this world, it's so inhumane how there isn't a reliable and straightforward way to leave and I get that it's so horrible feeling trapped here. I wish that there were easy answers to this, sadly there isn't, but anyway I hope that you find the freedom you search for.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

It is so incredibly difficult to exit this world. Have you considered the CO Method (with charcoal in a small room or tent)? This could be an easily accessible option.

 

[picklemick]

It's so difficult.

 

[fxndi]

maybe try the night night method?

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Suggesting a Paracetamol OD is irresponsible. First of all it needs a lot of paracetamol and second if the OD works, it will be a slow (many days!!) and painful process when especially the liver is being destroyed. It's irresponsible to suggest such a method. Just my opinion.

 

[Soohey]

Suggesting a Paracetamol OD is irresponsible. First of all it needs a lot of paracetamol and second if the OD works, it will be a slow (many days!!) and painful process when especially the liver is being destroyed. It's irresponsible to suggest such a method. Just my opinion.

Sorry,I wasn't aware of such problems.I will study more the methods I suggest before talking.Thank you for mentioning it to me and,again,so so sorry for this.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Sorry,I wasn't aware of such problems.I will study more the methods I suggest before talking.Thank you for mentioning it to me and,again,so so sorry for this.

No problem! Don't worry, we are all here to learn. But generally speaking, an OD is rarely lethal, but it can cause pain, organ damages and so on.