Venting I am honestly such a subhuman

[BlessedBeTheFlame]

I can't fucking take any of my existence anymore. All I want is to finally end it all, so I can stop polluting the world with my existence. I am the lowest of all low scums and no one will ever allow themselves to admit the truth, but they all know it. Everyone wants me to die. I have no redeeming qualities and nothing that should allow me to stay here. So why can't I fucking do it already? I know it's because of SI, but I know staying here is selfish. I know staying here and living is selfish, since nobody wants it. If everybody tells me to die, I have to do it. End of questioning. I am one guy versus the entire world population and what they say should go. So when they say I must die, I must die. I just want it all to finally stop.

 

[libitina]

i feel the exact same way