P
pariah80
Member
- Aug 12, 2024
- 28
Hello. Thanks for accepting me into your community. I really appreciate a site that allows me to express myself without being banned or "motivated." I have decided to end my life on Saturday. I'm using a gun, and I will do it in a hotel room. I'm homeless at the moment (living with a friend.) I've thought long and hard about this, and after years of pondering and having everything fall apart for me, I've decided that this is the right decision and I'm ready to go. I've attempted before but failed (overdose.) So, after due diligence, I'm very confident in my chosen method. I just want somewhere to come and share my final days. I am actually at peace with my decision and can't wait to leave this life. My life has been such a terrible experience. Plus, I don't like where life (in general) is headed. Everything seems to be regressing. Not just my circumstances, but everything. Oh well. This is my last week, and I have "senioritis" regarding everything in this life. I don't care anymore about anything. I'll be free after this weekend.