I am going away for a while

[FireFox]

Hello

This is FireFox this is one of my last posts and i will be gone for a while. It really depends how things work out. I will reset my password so i wont be able acess my account. By Monday i will no longer be posting

There is a part of me that wants to live as well as a part of me that wants to catch the bus .
This forum has been nothing but supportive and i appreciate it.
I love this forum because i am listened to in a way the outside world fails too. The outside world brushes off how i feel but here i am being listened too.

Being here around reading peoples ctb plans, methods doesnt really help it sometimes fuels my the ctb side .

I need to get away for a while to figure out what i truly want.
There lots of things i want to do with my life. I want to make the world a better place like i always wanted in a job that allows me to do so , i want to live in a different city, i want to see iceland, I want to improve my IT skills , i would ulimately love to be married.

I want to explore the part of me that wants to live.

I consider everyone on this forum a friend. I glad i got to talk to you and learn about your journey

I am still depressed my birthday is approaching because i dont feel young anymore and feel like my life is a failire.
Thank you everyone and keep safe
Love FireFox

 

[Broken Chimera]

I hope you can get everything you want out of life. Good luck.

 

[qwerty32]

Best of luck!

 

[Mr2005]

This place can bring you down and I think if you really want to recover leaving is a good idea. I'd still like to make a positive difference somehow I just don't know if this is the place to do it. I wish you luck whatever you decide

 

[FireFox]

This place can bring you down and I think if you really want to recover leaving is a good idea. I'd still like to make a positive difference somehow I just don't know if this is the place to do it. I wish you luck whatever you decide

Can some one do me favour please anyone on this .

I am trying to message bpdandme but the site wont let me start a conversation . Normally we talk and get on well. Her profile has been limited which is something that has not happend

Please tell her firefox is leaving the forum for a while. This is her message
"You cant chose your parents but dont your parents get to you whatever happens. You can never get back your childhood but you can create a beautiful future. I hope acheive your travel dream , get your drivers licence . Yes there are awful things in world like but angels do walk amoung us .
My nan always said if you dont have a family you can make one ie getting married etc
Please take care and God bless
Love your friend
FireFoX"
Anyone just send her this message

 

[Mr2005]

I'll pass it on

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

Can some one do me favour please anyone on this .

I am trying to message bpdandme but the site wont let me start a conversation . Normally we talk and get on well. Her profile has been limited which is something that has not happend

Please tell her firefox is leaving the forum for a while. This is her message
"You cant chose your parents but dont your parents get to you whatever happens. You can never get back your childhood but you can create a beautiful future. I hope acheive your travel dream , get your drivers licence . Yes there are awful things in world like but angels do walk amoung us .
My nan always said if you dont have a family you can make one ie getting married etc
Please take care and God bless
Love your friend
FireFoX"
Anyone just send her this message

Tag her in your post here with @ followed by her name so she'll get a notification. You can edit the post.

 

[muffin222]

I completely understand

I wish you nothing but peace, success, and enlightenment during your absence

 

[akrasia]

I wish you the best!

 

[Brackenshire]

Best wishes

 

[AcornUnderground]

So proud of you FireFox!!! I know that you'll want to kick me for saying this but you truly do have a lifetime ahead of you, should you choose to stay. You have a desire for so many things. You are equipped to make it happen. You can ask for help. Fuck your parents for not understanding- demand to them that you need help if you need to and if not from them, tell me and I'll help you find it. Keep your goals and your hope. Draw a line to get there. Follow the line. Here for you anytime. All the best with peace and love ❤

 

[SheJumped]

I wish you well and hope you find what you're looking for.
Know whatever the journey I hope it brings you peace.

 

[FireFox]

This is important
Please tell s1mplem3 i am so sorry. I really i am . I hope he is not mad at me .

We messaged each off line and i stopped this .

The prospect of him ctb became too much for me which was why i ended our messaging and i fact i was powerless to stop him

 

[Myforevercharlie]

I wish you everything good and beautiful!

 

[Oyoy]

Your an inspiration. Thank you for your message of strength. I hope you find harmony in a long and loving life. Blessings to Firefox!!!

 

[Deleted member 1465]

Good luck Firefox! Shame we never really talked, I wish you the best of luck.

 

[K-O]

Hi mate i dont know u..but freedom of choice above all!!
hope u be kind to your self. it sounds like you lean towards your light.. grab it, bath in it..
i am new and do not go in ctb goodbye threads .. mostly cause im in constant dialog with myself about it every moment.. and also am v triggered..
use this place to indulge your hopeful side like you say.. every one has a different approach to self and to this place x
peace out foxy
x