Help I am giving myself 5 months before I CTB, what should I do in the time until then?

[imdone23]

Since I was about 12 I think I always had somewhat lost the will to live. At this point I feel like I don't have something to look forward to, so for the next 5 months (My birthday is 7/20) I am deciding to live it up before I CTB. What are some things I could do/add to my bucket list before then? I already plan on going skydiving. Anything that I could do for fun or to get my affairs in order. I'm glad to hear any responses :)

 

[valentine]

I think it's dependent on the person; do you have any specific hobbies or anything you enjoy doing? For me, I want to see my favorite band live before I die.

I hope you find peace when you decide to ctb

 

[Hopeindeath!]

You could go on a road trip and visit places you've wanted to see.

 

[Sensei]

If you're really sure that you'll exit five months from now, you have more freedom than you ever had in your life. Go up to strangers and ask for a date? No problem. Try cocaine? Why not? The only limit is your imagination.