Hello guys,
I am slowly taking the steps to prepare for what I think is my inevitable demise. I am in my country amid an already 15 day quarantine. And we have just received confirmation we are extending it for 15 more days. I live with my mom, with whom I have a great relationship. I still have a job, I work from home. So far... I guess I am fine.
But I feel this won't last. Horrible things lay ahead of me, and I am afraid of that suffering. So far, my only relief has been to remind myself I have SN on a drawer... two kilos of it. So far, hearing such great stories here, of how effective it is, and how rather peaceful it is, it puts me at ease...
But now... I am afraid... of it not being as effective. Or not being as peaceful. I wish so much I could source some N, and combine the two, and be extra safe, but sadly there is no chance I'll ever get N. Sourcing other medications even to supplement SN is almost impossible too, sadly, as I am under a full quarantine and not being from the US means I don't have the vast variety of pharmaceutical goods available. All I have, is my beloved SN.
Regardless, I thank you all for your help. Your support, and having this bag of SN at my disposal, which I bought thanks to you guys, has giving me some ease during this times. I wish you all best, and know you are all angels for the work you do here for those of us less fortunate in thinking of ending our lives.
Thank you.
I am slowly taking the steps to prepare for what I think is my inevitable demise. I am in my country amid an already 15 day quarantine. And we have just received confirmation we are extending it for 15 more days. I live with my mom, with whom I have a great relationship. I still have a job, I work from home. So far... I guess I am fine.
But I feel this won't last. Horrible things lay ahead of me, and I am afraid of that suffering. So far, my only relief has been to remind myself I have SN on a drawer... two kilos of it. So far, hearing such great stories here, of how effective it is, and how rather peaceful it is, it puts me at ease...
But now... I am afraid... of it not being as effective. Or not being as peaceful. I wish so much I could source some N, and combine the two, and be extra safe, but sadly there is no chance I'll ever get N. Sourcing other medications even to supplement SN is almost impossible too, sadly, as I am under a full quarantine and not being from the US means I don't have the vast variety of pharmaceutical goods available. All I have, is my beloved SN.
Regardless, I thank you all for your help. Your support, and having this bag of SN at my disposal, which I bought thanks to you guys, has giving me some ease during this times. I wish you all best, and know you are all angels for the work you do here for those of us less fortunate in thinking of ending our lives.
Thank you.
