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cringelord111
Student
- Apr 17, 2022
- 105
How does the "life energy" express itself? Sex, friends, relationships, validation, going to places together with people, talking to people, making jokes...
I have been rotting in my f*cking bed for the past 10 years. With severe social anxiety (diagnosed), depression, BDD, fibromyalgia/CFS, and some other schizophrenia-like symptoms. All of them officially diagnosed, except fibromyalgia (99% sure i have it tho, in 24/7 pain all over my body, going to the store is a fucking PITA)
I've been treated like garbage EVERYWHERE (except my family).
But yeah my point is, i dont wanna identify as an "incel" cuz a lot of people here hate this word, but it goes deeper than that... I am completely excluded from LIFE.
These 4 walls are fucking killing me , man. I have to CTB ASAP, and i will, as soon as my SN arrives. A few more days and im GONE. (U less i have bad luck and that Canadian IC vendor f*cked me over.
I have been rotting in my f*cking bed for the past 10 years. With severe social anxiety (diagnosed), depression, BDD, fibromyalgia/CFS, and some other schizophrenia-like symptoms. All of them officially diagnosed, except fibromyalgia (99% sure i have it tho, in 24/7 pain all over my body, going to the store is a fucking PITA)
I've been treated like garbage EVERYWHERE (except my family).
But yeah my point is, i dont wanna identify as an "incel" cuz a lot of people here hate this word, but it goes deeper than that... I am completely excluded from LIFE.
These 4 walls are fucking killing me , man. I have to CTB ASAP, and i will, as soon as my SN arrives. A few more days and im GONE. (U less i have bad luck and that Canadian IC vendor f*cked me over.