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Akinano

Akinano

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May 31, 2022
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So first off, I have been here for 8 years or something and i am quite young so I need to study and stuff. But I have realized that I will not be able to live a fulfilled life if things continue as it is. If you thing that I am happy to be living in a great country like Japan, I would like you to understand that the normal life of a Japanese person is not good as foreigners think. It is just depressing. Sure it is safe and stuff but a typical person will just spend their entire life working and taking care of their family. My reasons are probably logical so please don't try to tell me how lucky I am and how I should use this chance(living in Japan) to be a better person and have a happy life.

I am gonna use sodium azide, but no Japanese company will sell it to you for personal use so I am going to make one at my home. There is a video on how to make it on Youtube and you can probably find it yourself. But one of the ingredients is hydrazine sulfate, which is also not possible to be bought from Japanese companies. But I think I can import it from China. If I can't there is a NileRed video on how to do it.
It will take a lot of time, but it is the most peaceful and reliable way that I found. Sodium Nitrite is also illegal here and you can't get a pure enough one if you make it yourself.
I will start making it in 2 months, so I will post more information about my progress later.
If there is anyone who wants to give me suggestions I would love to hear it.
 
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Wunderkind

❤️Travel by bus
Nov 25, 2022
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There is no normal life on this planet in our time. It doesn't matter which country, Whether it's the USA, Germany, Egypt or Japan A continuous existence consisting of suffering. My subjective opinion.
 
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rpxrpl

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Dec 26, 2022
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Good luck! There are still some who idolize Japan but I think the narrative is changing. It's totally understandable to CTB anywhere in the world.

As for advice, be sure to read the PPH and be on the lookout for alternatives. If SA doesn't work out then you can be prepared to pivot to something else, use different ingredients etc.
 
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GasMonkey

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May 15, 2022
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Long path ahead.
 
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Cactuscraze

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Apr 29, 2022
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Hana Kimura was Japanese; she used hydrogen sulfide
 
GettingOut

GettingOut

I'm not worth any tears
Aug 16, 2022
124
People who think the grass is greener on the other side are very naive. Every country in the world is infected with corruption, hate, bias and exploitation of the innocent and vulnerable. They are all unable to remove the fundamental reasons why people want to end their suffering.
 
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