Discussion I almost ctb on valium and it was very painless and peaceful

[a333]

about a week ago i was out clubbing and i did.
mdma
coke
ket
and drank a lot

after being out and taking more and more i did not feel anything i was taking at all. and hardly felt high which was really fucking upsetting me.

afterwards when i was home i decided to take all of the valium i had just been prescribed. it was 100mg all up. looking online looks like it wouldn't be enough but i was recently told by a family member that if i hadn't been found sooner i was very close to death.

i think it could have been the other substances i had taken earlier in the night that may have interacted and made it lethal but i'm not sure.

after taking all the vals i passed out and woke up in a phyc ward 24 hours later. it was painless and peaceful.

still processing it all but i'm very inclined to try again due to it being so fucking easy.

still not sure what my intentions really were but regardless of what my intentions were in that moment the response from family has only pushed me so much closer to getting the fuck out of here.

has anyone experienced anything remotely like this, or have heard of this working?

 

[maniac116]

Benzos like Valium aren't going to be successful.
They are used in psych because of their safety.
Rx OD in general has over 86% failure rate. Save your benzos!