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[Gurbangulite]

Alright guys. I'm being a bit of a leech now and I'm asking you all a favor. I have my vodka, I have my antidepressants. I've surrendered my guns a long time ago so that's not a option. No suicide note, no preparations. Nothing whatsoever. I don't want to mull it over any more and I know I'm going to hurt people but I have to rip this band-aid off. Please, someone encourage me. I know I'm selfish, I know my mom will probably kill herself. I don't know what to do. I just can't keep existing. So here I am in bed with my vodka and my antidepressants. Someone please help me actually do it.

 

[saddestbunny]

I hope you can find peace. if you are suggesting for a method antidepressants and alcohol, I strongly recommend against that. i hope you can feel better

 

[Gurbangulite]

Why do you recommend against it? I've already taken 10 150 mg of v

 

[saddestbunny]

Why do you recommend against it? I've already taken 10 150 mg of v

antidepressants are not neurotoxic nor dangerous, consuming medications orally in high quantities usually results in your body purging it by vomiting or however it can

you would be dying from the alcohol alone if it worked, from alcohol poisoning, it is also likely you vomit in this scenario and survive

you can also sustain organ damage I'm not sure what antidepressants exactly you have but a common effect if someone tries oding on Tylenol or something is they die a few days later from organ failure

I recommend researching methods on this forum and being in a clear state of mind when you make your decision

 

[locked*n*loaded]

It took my cousin 2 years to drink herself to death by means of a failed liver. And she consumed some really large amounts of booze, as she was trying to dull her pain from Crohn's disease because she could no longer take any meds, as she got into some trouble with the law and was getting drug tested regularly. As far as the antidepressants, I think the powers-that-be had them made safer years ago because so many were using them to OD, purposely or accidentally. So, I think it's very hard to OD on them, anymore. You'll most likely just sustain organ damage.

 

[Octavia]

Whether you decide to live or to die, I believe that you would be able to follow through. Trust in yourself on your darkest hour, you've got this.

Rescheduling your death and working on a more precise plan are options too. Because hey, dying is the last thing you will ever do, isn't it?

Edit: I didn't want to write this because I didn't want to sound discouraging or anything, but poorly planned overdoses seldom work out. But if you decide to do it this way, then remember that there are people who managed to die from poorly planned overdoses. You can do it :D