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azad

Vegetable
Nov 8, 2022
80
AAA i can't swallow. felt like i damaged the adam's apple. just wrapped a rope too tight around my neck. coughed a bit. thought i'm going to spit blood. glad i didn't see any blood. when will the pain heal? when can i try again? guess i can never try again. this made me too scared. so this is why they try to only focus on the carotid region without compressing the whole area? or maybe i should try under or above the adam's apple. but i only feel a little faint only when i wrap rope around adam's apple. i don't think far away from adam's apple will work. lol i was thinking i could just buy a ratchet strap and compress to sleep bcoz i can feel some faint when i use my fingers to squeeze neck.
i used to do this once a week and feel shaking legs, hands and vision blur. today i tighted too much and fucked up.
 
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jonward55

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Apr 12, 2023
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Sorry that you failed, maybe the pinned posts will be able to advise you on the answer, I'm sure I saw some details on there. I hope your adams apple gets better. It's a pain to be in pain.
 
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azad

Vegetable
Nov 8, 2022
80
Sorry that you failed, maybe the pinned posts will be able to advise you on the answer, I'm sure I saw some details on there. I hope your adams apple gets better. It's a pain to be in pain.
i didn't even attempt. was just trying to find the spot. thanks.
 
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90starve

i don’t know who i am
May 8, 2023
578
have you practiced by pressing your thumbs on the carotid arteries? by doing this, you can gauge a better understanding of where to place the rope.
 
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azad

Vegetable
Nov 8, 2022
80
have you practiced by pressing your thumbs on the carotid arteries? by doing this, you can gauge a better understanding of where to place the rope.
yeah i can. i think SI won't let me do this again. now i need to try something like korean collar or something.
 
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