goodoldnoname923
Wanting to find peace
- Mar 28, 2024
- 835
Bordering on FC territory here but i feel this statement reigns true for me
The lack of people in my life growing up,the actual toxic people i had in my life,misunderstanding by people and lack of acceptance,constantly being disappointed and let down,gaslighting both intentionally and not
Humans have always been the cause of my suffering from the very beginning and my need codependency and crave for any sort of social interaction or attention is ultimately my biggest downfall but I couldn't or wouldn't want to see myself any other way but it just leaves me up for easy exploitation…i guess i just wish i had a delicate protector of sorts that saw me that way but given the serveal year long narrative of "i'm an evil person,i'm this and that" i just don't think thats a protector i'm ever going to have or deserve
Humans are complex creatures for sure i just wish I didn't have to life amongst them given I'm seemingly more complex than anyone
The lack of people in my life growing up,the actual toxic people i had in my life,misunderstanding by people and lack of acceptance,constantly being disappointed and let down,gaslighting both intentionally and not
Humans have always been the cause of my suffering from the very beginning and my need codependency and crave for any sort of social interaction or attention is ultimately my biggest downfall but I couldn't or wouldn't want to see myself any other way but it just leaves me up for easy exploitation…i guess i just wish i had a delicate protector of sorts that saw me that way but given the serveal year long narrative of "i'm an evil person,i'm this and that" i just don't think thats a protector i'm ever going to have or deserve
Humans are complex creatures for sure i just wish I didn't have to life amongst them given I'm seemingly more complex than anyone
