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[Leiden]

It's really terrifying not being able to handle the suffering that your going through and knowing it will only get worse. There is no amount of suffering that the human body can't go through. Nobody understands and never wants to deal with suffering people. The thing is, I was always that person to others. I cared for the sick and helped everyone tirelessly, selflessly. Those who wanted the help and needed it. I was given nothing but a heart and I can't even use that anymore because I can't do anything, I barely get through the day. I don't know how I survive, I don't survive well that's for sure. How much suffering do people have to go through. It's unimaginable what we go through. How are you all surviving who have terrible health issues that keep piling up? Or a lot of pain, or bad illness, anything horrific. How are you surviving the days? Is it through antidepressants, strength, can't be faith, so what is it. How do you go on everyday struggling so much?



Edit, I just wanted to know how others are making it through the day. I'm so weak and so broken down and in so much terrorizing agony that I just wanted some help to know how someone else is surviving it. Can not one person at all help me know how they are surviving the unsurvivable.

 

[Timothy7dff]

I don't make it through days any more. I was doing full-time work, full-time school a few years ago. Then, the deep state decided to take all my money and trash my life.

I had a part-time job last year. Now, I can't even do that. I lost 65 pounds and saved $25,000 over the course of 4-5 years. Took the deep state a few months to undo it all. smh. Evil, evil people. I think the Nazis are alive and well. They just hide in the shadows and conduct their touchless torture remotely.

My illness (Lyme Disease) was invented in Nazi Germany. A lot of people have it, but don't know it because the Nazis designed it to evade dectection.

 

[Themogger]

I don't make it through days any more. I was doing full-time work, full-time school a few years ago. Then, the deep state decided to take all my money and trash my life.

I had a part-time job last year. Now, I can't even do that. I lost 65 pounds and saved $25,000 over the course of 4-5 years. Took the deep state a few months to undo it all. smh. Evil, evil people. I think the Nazis are alive and well. They just hide in the shadows and conduct their touchless torture remotely.

My illness (Lyme Disease) was invented in Nazi Germany. A lot of people have it, but don't know it because the Nazis designed it to evade dectection.

You good bro?

 

[Defenestration]

it's indeed very hard to survive, I'm just waiting for someone to come back from vacation to be able to climb onto a high terrace... the days seem infinitely long to me. I'm exhausted all the time

 

[FuneralCry]

It truly is so horrific and painful how there's all this endless suffering, personally I'd never wish to be burdened with something so torturous as human existence. I only wish for nothingness, I only hope to never suffer again, I know I'll suffer as long as I exist and I understand having fear for what lies ahead, I really just wish for a painless way to permanently escape from the terrible torment of existing in this reality.

 

[Defenestration]

C'est vraiment horrible et douloureux de voir toutes ces souffrances sans fin. Personnellement, je ne souhaiterais jamais être accablé par quelque chose d'aussi torturant que l'existence humaine. Je souhaite seulement le néant, j'espère seulement ne plus jamais souffrir, je sais que je souffrirai tant que j'existerai et je comprends que l'on ait peur de ce qui nous attend, je souhaite vraiment juste un moyen indolore d'échapper définitivement au terrible tourment de l'existence dans cette réalité.

Do you have try to ctb?