Deadlyroses
Sad Millennial
- Mar 28, 2021
- 119
I answered a thread about things that would stop you from ctb and it got me thinking. If finances were no longer a problem for me, I'd quit my full time job and drop out of school immediately. I'd buy a cozy simple home in the mountains somewhere and live off of the land. Growing food and living in nature. Away from all the chaos. No obligations. No due dates. No meetings. No rush hour traffic. No stressing over bills and loans. No loud chaotic crowds. Just me and my small cozy home and my food garden. I'd dedicate every waking moment to taking care of myself and enjoying my existence for the first time.
My demons would probably still catch up with me at some point. I'd probably ctb years down the line. But at least I'd get a taste of real peace before I go. A taste of life as it should be. Too bad this will never happen.
What will actually happen is that I'll ctb while young and in a frenzy. Desperate to be free from being a wage slave in this fucking toxic rat race of a society.
My demons would probably still catch up with me at some point. I'd probably ctb years down the line. But at least I'd get a taste of real peace before I go. A taste of life as it should be. Too bad this will never happen.
What will actually happen is that I'll ctb while young and in a frenzy. Desperate to be free from being a wage slave in this fucking toxic rat race of a society.